Recently my days have been wondrous.. I am barely shaken by the fact that my fever for the soul is slightly high today. I know I should only accept what I deserve, but sometimes I want to accept the little lovings that I knowingly force upon myself with my lack of patience and ease. I am far from dwindling away which is ease in itself. Better to not contradict myself than to just say "I love you."
Better to say "I love you" than to not say it at all. And this quiet momentary piece of mind should fade by the new sun and my sweet awakening shall continue.
As I said.... "I am barely shaken."