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Sprinkle Lights Mar. 15th, 2004 @ 10:33 pm
Recently my days have been wondrous.. I am barely shaken by the fact that my fever for the soul is slightly high today. I know I should only accept what I deserve, but sometimes I want to accept the little lovings that I knowingly force upon myself with my lack of patience and ease. I am far from dwindling away which is ease in itself. Better to not contradict myself than to just say "I love you."

Better to say "I love you" than to not say it at all. And this quiet momentary piece of mind should fade by the new sun and my sweet awakening shall continue.
As I said.... "I am barely shaken."
I can best decribe how I feel with this word: busybusy

And the incense faeries gathered around my sleeping frame Mar. 12th, 2004 @ 11:09 pm
You won't believe how wonderfully my life is changing.... I mean... to try to explain would take away from the truth of it all. I am feeling a permanent feeling and it's the best feeling in the world and it will only heighten
I can best decribe how I feel with this word: touchedenraptured
Surroundings: man on 23rd gave me undrgrnd hiphop I will give it to shasti

Unpeeled Mar. 11th, 2004 @ 12:27 pm
Ah last night I ran with Erin for the 3rd night in a row... I am so surprised at how well and how much my body can endure to be healthy. After the run, I felt so happy.. I havent felt that way in years... utterly beaming.. and full of goodness! I tend to think too much about certain things still.. but nothing drags me down.. and BLESS this SUNSHINE!!!!!!!
I can best decribe how I feel with this word: happyWonderful
Surroundings: Some enchanted evening (in my head)SP

Mar. 8th, 2004 @ 12:48 pm
My eyes have a tendency to close as I go through social transitions. I have no reason to sport around and do the things I do, Practical I am not, and I have no reason to contradict myself. HOLY SHIT! I have a yellow finger! that aint right.
I can best decribe how I feel with this word: anxiousanxious
Surroundings: just the traffic

Love me two times babe! Mar. 3rd, 2004 @ 02:49 pm
I think today is another dead day... from the exterior. But inside.. my magic wheels are spinning... I just want to drop all the recent hubbub.. AND.. go back to my "I love tequila, rock and roll, pretty faces, and happy set badass attitude"... hmm I think I can do that.

Let's find something to be excited about! How about the fact that I am living and its raining! Oh, and that I have the power to kill.
I can best decribe how I feel with this word: goodgood
Surroundings: Fuzzy Pubix

Jesus Mar. 2nd, 2004 @ 06:39 am
The Lord Jesus Christ! He is hereah! I saw him, he hung from my ceiling. Praise the Lord He has cometh! God Lord God, Jesus, Oh Holy Father, God Oh God, Lord! Dangling there! Come all Ye Faithful! I'm Fuck'n Serious bitches!
I can best decribe how I feel with this word: touchedLorded up
Surroundings: Same Fruit Bats

I wrote the Lyrics Mar. 1st, 2004 @ 11:29 pm
"Baby, remember on the bus and my hand was on your knee
When U love somebody it's hard to think about anything but to breathe
Baby, I am the cub who was washed out in the flood
When U love somebody and bite your tongue all you get is a mouthful of blood"
I can best decribe how I feel with this word: lonelylonely
Surroundings: Fruit bats, mouthfulls...

Oh my my oh hell yes you gotta put on that party dress Feb. 27th, 2004 @ 11:55 am
Goooguli Spooguli... funny sounds. Listening to the radio and in comes the songs.. you know the songs that remind you of people, cause either they were their favorite songs or they were songs you listened to when you knew them.. it's a little queer feeling. But My Power is rising.. Dun DUN DUN!!! Why for so long could I not feel my power?? I get so weak.... but now... I see I am smart.... and timeless. Silly to think for so long I was lost... maybe I have half my body out the door but thats enough to see the outside! Eh? Eh? EHH????
I can best decribe how I feel with this word: enthralled
Surroundings: Radio commercials.. 50% off on Yamaha!!!
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I am going to to take that job if they call me. The reeper called last night and I froze. He was nice and I was rude and awkward. I am never going to let that happen again.. my life is going to zoom out of control in a wonderful way very soon. I cannot imagine that not happening. Kisses.. the thought of kisses is the only thing that plagues me backward.. but like all things that desire will be replaced by my own independence and freedom and I will be in control of such situations in the latter.
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